If Someday Could Just Come Soon
by alexrambler
Aren’t we all living under pressure
Of some kind
From your partner
Or your boss
Society’s structures
Or just having to walk the dog
Everything you know can crumble in an instant
If you have this funny little thing
Called feelings
Sometimes I feel too much
When that pressure on your chest hits
Even the slightest action
Request or command
Feels like the devil himself
Tapping into your mind
Dancing on your sanity
Thrusting his pitchfork
Right into the bone
Yes, always under pressure
With no idea what to do
Just laying down on the floor
Once again
Like so many times before
Incapable of the littlest things
But what’s worst
Is the inability
To speak to those closest to you
That’s tarnishing
Trust me
And I can not help it
I can not even move
And when you try to help yourself
You fall short
Every single time
Until you lose hope
It’s just gone
I’ll go out and get it back
I will someday
If someday could just come soon
