Awaiting the coming silence
And the emptiness
Trying to settle down
And think of something else
Attempting to clear the mind
Appreciate the solitude
It should be welcome
But now it feels like abuse
Anytime but at this instant
The silence would be cherished
Now it appears like a storm
A storm where sailors perish
In order to keep alive
The earthbound escape
The seclusion of the mind
The attempt to stay awake
Where do I go when my heart lies here
Where do I go when the future is over there
Where do I stand at the end of the day
Where do I live without running away
How does it feel to roam the unknown
How does it feel to live a life that’s your own
How does it make me into my ideal
How does it make me able to feel
When will I know where my future lies
When will the dreams I have actualize
When will the clouds in the sky disappear
When will everything seem crystal clear
If there is strength let it be shown
If there is doubt may it turn to stone
If there are dreams that do come true
If there is just a chance we can still be two
Finally getting some rest
The day has flown by
Another test
Another sigh
Staring into the light
Weakening my eyes
Can’t write
Can’t revise
Want to get some sleep
Also to pull an all-nighter
Too many thoughts
Too much of a fighter
Need to stop right now
Before I go completely insane
Now I take my bow
Now I rest my brain
I see a road ahead
That’s the dream in my head
Images of white lines
Floating by in the night
I feel a chilly breeze
Weakening my knees
Overcome by fear
Just counting the tears
These tears that I can not control
Are testing the base of my soul
I want to be set free
And face this harsh reality
I want to find that road
That can lead me home
The alchemists recipe
My path of destiny
The doubt and despair
Fills up the air
I wish for something better
For now and forever
I open my heart up
With a surgical cut
Grasping for a promise
Of a path made for me
A path that maneuvers me
To the place that I want to be
Everybody wants to be free
I’m just like everyone you see
I want to find that road
That can lead me home
The alchemists recipe
My path of destiny
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